Day 11 -

Difficult night last night. Had a huge erection in bed and my reptile brain wanted nothing more than to MO but I resisted. Feel good today. Definitely feel a little resensitized as I'm finding girls a lot more attractive. I should also mention I'm doing daily kegel exercises. I think when 3 months have passed my first orgasm (which will hopefully be with a girl) will be of truly epic proportions!

Day 10 -

It's certainly getting easier to resist the urge to MO. I'm sure I could quite easily M without P now but I'm not going to even touch my dick until 3 months have passed. Sounds like a tall order but 3 months is the 'gold standard' when it comes to rebooting apparently and I'm not one for doing things by half. I feel a bit low this weekend but I'm hoping that by 14 days I'll find some balance. I could well be in the beginning of a flatline phase at the moment but that's ok, it's expected. Flatlining is necessary for the brain to resensitize, it's just in limbo at the moment.

Day 8 -

I've noticed an increase in genital size. Not massively, but as I say, it's noticeable. Morning wood lasting for a looooong time. Noticing girls more and feeling more.......charged and ready lol. Be interesting to see if this intensifies further as I suspect it will.

Day 6 -

Balls hanging low and heavy. I do quite like the feeling. Still a long way to go though :(

Day 4 -

Yeh, I want one now. But I don't need one. There's an important distinction there I think.

This series of blog posts will chart my efforts to abstain from porn, masturbation and orgasm (PMO) for as long as possible. I'm a 23 year old guy in the U.K and I believe porn is at the root of many of my problems. Those being - social anxiety, delayed ejaculation and occasional erectile dysfunction.

Day 1 -

No problem so far lol! Doing well! Normally I'd have a porn-wank (all my wanks are porn wanks) soon after waking up and then one before bed. There are days though when i'm simply too tired but those are rare.

Day 3 -

Hmm, still no massive urge to masturbate. I guess that's the power of my resolve - I'm really determined not to so masturbation isn't even an option in my mind. Woke up with raging hard-on though.